Thursday, November 27, 2008
today was such a funny day..
I LOVE TODAY!!
cos i could finally cut my long, thick, annoying hair..
i jux love my hairstyle so much lo!!!
haaha..
muz oso thank jazzy for introducing the hairdresser to me.. LOL.
twinny oso had her hair cut..
not really a hair cut luh..
jux a lil trim on her fringe..
she wanted the slanted fringe,
the lady cut what she requested,
but when she finished,
her fringe looked like she had bangs...
hee.
but she look more CHIO mahh...
we 'flew' to the rooftop of hougang mall after that.
jazzy bougth a new set of poker cards the day before,
then she brought the deck of cards as she wanted
to show us some "magic"..
the funny thing about her poker cards were that
they had JAY CHOU face printed all over it.. -.-
YUCKK...
i don like jay chou...
EWUU...
attempted suicide at 5:43 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
1.My Friends ..} Are my treasures
2.I'm listening to ...} a noisy drilling sound.. -.-
3. Maybe i should learn ..}how to turn MELVIN TAN into a delicacy.. [though nobody would wanna eat him though] XD
4. I love ..} the one and only me!!
5. My plan ..} is to see how long jing yi and melvin can last.. o.0
6. I don't understand ..} Why must the girls always suffer in all relationships..
7. I lost ..} the trust i had for guys..
8. People say ..} i'm horny.. [haa.. kiddin]
9. I am missing ..} my primary sch frends..
10. Love means ..} the end of the world for me.
11. Somewhere, someone is ..} getting into a new relationship with someone
12. I'm always searching for ..} peace & quiet-ness
13. Forever seems ..} like Eternity
14. I never want to ..} be all alone when i'm down or depressed. [it feel lyk the whole has abandoned ue]
15. My mobile phone ..} IS MINE. And i'll never leave it alone.
16. When i wake up in the morning..} i'll check my handphone and go back to sleep again. :P
17. I get annoyed when..} my bro or suzette uses their shrilly, high pitched voice.. [my poor ears.]
18. Parties are ..} time for me to relax..
19. Hugs or kisses?..} sure. :D
20. Today i ..} wanna go out but i cant.
21. Tomorrow i'll be ..} going mad.
22. I really want..} to be the richest person in the world!!!
23. I ..} hate me.
24.What is your phone brand?} Sony Ericsson .
25. What are the last three digits of your phone number?} 630 .
26. What does the second message say in your inbox?} .........[ i don give a damn]
27.Who was the last person you rang?} KEXIN :D
28. Who was the last missed call from?} Angie Tan
29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say?} .........[ i can't be bothered to go and check]
30. Who comes after "J"?} jocelyn,jazreel,jody,juliana
31. Go to your sent messages, what does the tenth message say?} dunno.
32. Who is you network provider?} M1 .
33. How many messages are there in your inbox?} exactly 1555. [haa. nice number.]
34. Who do you have on speed dial three?} nobody.
35. If you are on prepaid card now, how much credits do you have.} don give a damn..
36. Who is the first person who comes after "C"?} Caroline.
37. What do you have as your main ringtone?} I'd do anything. - Simple Plan.
Taken from kexin cos she asked me to do it.. haa. :D
attempted suicide at 11:16 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
WHAD THE HELL??!!I jux wanna DIE...FUCK.stop bothering me please..
attempted suicide at 2:04 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
| You Can Make 98% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You |
 Admit it, you can seduce practically anyone. And sometimes you try just for fun.
You're a total heartbreaker that knows when to play it cool.
You are the type of person people go completely lovesick over. Just use your powers for good, okay? |
I didn't know i was SO attractive..
attempted suicide at 1:58 PM
| Your Deadly Sins |
 Wrath: 100%
Pride: 80%
Envy: 60%
Sloth: 60%
Gluttony: 40%
Lust: 40%
Greed: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 57%
You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood. |
Prison?!
Pool of my own blood?!
How ironic.. -.-
attempted suicide at 1:57 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.
A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. |
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
this is so true...
attempted suicide at 7:46 PM
kayy..
i dun wan be so emo oready.
goin to malaysia tomo.
wonder whad the hell i'm supposed to do there..
i know!!
i shall not give a damn to ANYTHING nor ANYONE tmr.
i don think i'll enjoy myself there though..
was at chun's house wif penguin & twinnie today..
played so much today lo.
i kept on losing lo.
sadds.
imagine if i used money in the games i played today,
i'd be bank-rupted oready
"Did i enjoy myself today??"
: "kind of.. but not really.."
i like chun's new invented word : SIANSATION.
so cool lo.
OMGGGG!!!!
see whadd i mean...
my feelings all feel so fake.
i feel i don have a heart anymore.
attempted suicide at 7:28 PM
i seriously don give a damn anymore..
i don wanna know whad ure up to.
i'm gonna lose my control soon.
oh well.
its best for me rite??
i noe ue'll be damn happy.
good for ue then.
attempted suicide at 7:15 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
so boredd..
had training today as usual..
then me & twinnie started to tie the "sushi" table together.. -.-
hiazz.
sometimes i wonder..
why dosen't the tension stay there even thougt we do the correct procedure??
frustrating.
my hands all 'lan diao' oready..
so tired these few days.
thats why during training i can barely keep my eyes open..
kinda nearly fanited yesterday due to the lack of water..
haa.
i'm jux so retarded.
goin to chun's house to do the total defence tomorrow..
penguin & twinnie oso goin..
i'm so tired but i cant sleep.
whad to do??
i feel like flying outta da windo and jux crash onto the ground,
then appear in another world where all my worries are forgotten,
and all the good and nice memories are re-lived all over again..
all his can NEVER happen.
whad to do??
FORGET IT.
i'm gonna burst soon..
i hate this sickening feeling SO much.
IT SUCKS TO THE MAXX.
maybe i'll jux go mad.
or i'll jux crash my head on the damn wall and forget EVERYTHING.
my happy, jolly side only lasts for a while.
that happy me only comes alive when i'm at trainings or doin footdrill.
the happiness then flys away when i'm at home,
cos my home is not EXACTLY a happy place..
my happiness is all fake.
not much REAL happiness comes to me.
thats why i hate me, my life, myself.
FUCK.
i can't take it anymore.
attempted suicide at 7:34 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Woahh..
i jux came back from kayaking a while ago..
so happy cos i passed my test and up-graded to 2 star.
A million thanks to izza,
cos she oso helped me pass my test.. XD
Haa.
Wah sehh.. i feel so wrongedd!!!
Since the CL couese started on monday,
most of clique and some of my other squadd-mates
have been saying that Chun & I are somehow.... ue know....
thanks to one SINGLE word of CONCERN and
somebody's big fat stinky mouth, all this wouldn't have happen...
Hiazz..
But i oso must say that there's one positive point to all this..
I WOULDN'T HAVE ENJOYED ALL THE FUN YESTERDAY!!!
Haaaha..
But i still HATE this word ALOT!!!
PLEASE dun say it when i'm infront of ue..
It sounds so wrongg...
attempted suicide at 4:28 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Well, the day turned out fine today..
Haa...
Last day of CL course..
I had extreme fun today lo!!
Footdrill was jux totally awesome!!!!!
I LOVE FOOTDRILL TO THE MAXXXX!!!!
Cool sia..
MOI so fun..
Haaha..
Lucky i was not chose to go out to do MOI...
bla bla bla bla bla...
Then comes physical training..
C.Audrey run so damn fast can??
Gummi and I wann to duan qi oready lo..
Hiazz.. at least we managed to survive lo..
Haaha..
The most embarrassing part comes NEXT..
Wapiang ehhhh!!!!
I was supposed to dance with C.Audrey sia..
the song was : I ASKED MY LOVE.
aaaahhhhhh!!!
so pai sehh can..
I wanted to hide in a hole sia..
Seriously,,
My face went redder then an apple lo..
Sumore kenna accused of blushing. -.-
Haaha..
C.audrey then became "MY LOVE" for that few minutes...
Chun oso gotta share the fun..
kenna hugged by C.audrey
so cute la.. haa..
I feel so wronged sia..
C.audrey or CAT for short,,
accused me of havin SIX lovers sehh..
these are the people that are being so wrongly accused..
1. suzette [ewuuu!!!]
2. Chun Hui
3. Jody
4. Juliana
5. Kexin
6. C. angie
CAT was then standing there, thinking of who else are to be "my lovers"
then kexin shouted : YOU lorhh!!!
so my 7th "LOVER" is CAT herself lo..
the funniest 2 days of my life sia..
LOL..
I didn't noe i was so ATTRACTIVE sehh..
Hmm..
WHO will be next??
Let's see by next training bahh..
Jux kiddin. =P
attempted suicide at 12:35 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Sighh..
I'm kinda happy i got into the sub i wanted.
Back from kayaking yesterday..
Whole body in pain and filled with bruises.
I CAN'T stand those lovey-dovey LOVE songs..
Damn mushy can..
I hate him so much..
FUCK.
Do i have so much bad luck??
I HATE HATE HATE guys so much..
Went through all the photos in my phone today.
suddently saw many photos of NPAP.
And a few others of me and him..
still don have the heart to delete..
sadds....
i was so blind then..
twinny and clique were so right that time..
But now,
i can't do anything to erase my memory about that incident..
thats the sad part though..
how awful it feels..
That fucking asshole..
i jux cant be bothered about him now..
still kinda looking here and there,
for another person..
GUY OR GIRL?
Only time itself will tell.
attempted suicide at 4:05 PM
