Death...the only solution.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Is lonely a good feeling??

hmm.. I Don't think so

this whole week is jus the worst...

I kinda lyk lost my temper over alot of things..

I jux couldn't take it...

I soo cried myself to sleep over n over again..

some may just say i'm mad...

But.. people do cry at times rite??

A friend has been ignoring me for over a week le...

But, what's her prob??

are ue goin to let tis cold war take over our 4 years friendship??

can you really let tis good 4 yeary go to such a drastic end??

Its jux 1 small matter can??

There was more maters tat made me feel :

lonely, sad, rejected, lost, confused, horrified....

There was no other way to let go...

The last and only option...

Out from my pencil case it came...

A shiny piece of a penknife...

I was staring at it, wondering whad to do...

The one & only thing....

Cut. Cut. Cut.

Slash. Slash. Slash.

Bleed. Bleed. Bleed.

That's it..

The ONE & ONLY OPTION??

Maybe.

Or not...

FUCKK...

I don't give a damn anymore!!!!

I jux did it..

I Cut. I Slashed. I Bled.

All the thoughts.. Frustrations.. Hatred.. & All the Agony..

GONE.

A great weigth.. lifited off my mind...

It felt... NICE & GOOD...

I seriously nid to bang my head on the wall or something...

Whad was i thinking??

Too late.

Whad was done, cant be undone...

Whadeva.. Jus call me EMO...

I may jus be addicted to it too..

attempted suicide at 7:46 PM