Tuesday, August 26, 2008
WoW..
school was 'fun' today..
Assembly was : B-O-R-I-N-G
as usual..
but it was kinda different today.
the whole school had a packet of nutri-soy EACH
the F&N company muz be damn rich sia..
hahaa...
flew down to the canteen to meet ju ju.
i found her dere, happily eatin a big bowl of noodles
instead of waiting 4 me
-.-ll
she lyk so hungry lyk dat lo..
hahah..
i then found angie there too..
then i saw celestine n audrey happily eatin too..
dunno whad was wrong with angie today..
she jux started poking me and grabbing
me for no apparent reason lo..
when ju ju was full, she went 2 put her bowl..
thjen she n angie ganged up on me...
and started splashing me with the tap water....
-.-ll
sick la ue two...
while walking back to take my bag,
i think i said sth tat kinda offended angie...
then the poking, kicking, beating n the slaping started..
While angie jux couldn't stop poking, i was kinda at her mercy...
hahahaha
then sth funnier happened..
as angie was poking n i was escaping...
i didn't notice that audrey was holdin a big cup of chin-chow,
she tried to walk pass me..
then..
BANG N SPLASH..
the full cup of chin-chow turned into half a cup of it..
the 1st half went onto juliana's leg n audrey's arm..
lolxx..
i'm so terribly sorry that i wasted half a cup of chin-chow
on your arm n leg..
then they kinda wanted ''revenge''..
so juliana n audrey started nagging..
haha... they nagg damn funny la..
can transfer to center stage le..
hahahaa..
then to my horror..
my school uniform turned into some kinda wiping cloth luh..
juliana started wiping her smelly leg onto me
and audrey took her arm and wiped on my blouse,
while i sat there feeling so helpless and "molested"...
hahahaa...
when i got home, i smelled like: a sweaty leg mixed with chin-chow..
lucky i got enuff time to bathe b4 i have tition..
and i'm seriously sorry for the chin-chow...
hahahaa.. =]
attempted suicide at 7:40 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
................i dun feel lyk posting anythin sia..there's lyk oni 4 mre days to ATC n i still havent pack yet... i hate e-learning day.. it totally sucks la...............i still hafta go buy de dowel pole lata... i'm oni lookin foward to dat.. =]
attempted suicide at 10:45 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
hello..
i dun really feel lyk blogging leh..
kay.
at least there's 1 good
thing to look forward to..
yay.
goin out with panda-buddy & twinny later.
but.
it sounds a-bit boring le..
hiaz..
hope there's more life in the outing lata...
i'm soo dead!!!
shall end lo.
ByE.
attempted suicide at 11:10 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
And yet again...i'm bac!!my fren, lets stop ignoring,showing black facesat each other can??i'm not not in de least angry kayyi jux tot ue needed time to cool down I'M REALLY SORRY TOO KAYS..??dun angry le okays??Just CHILL!!!! ^_^ =D
attempted suicide at 5:49 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Is lonely a good feeling??
hmm.. I Don't think so
this whole week is jus the worst...
I kinda lyk lost my temper over alot of things..
I jux couldn't take it...
I soo cried myself to sleep over n over again..
some may just say i'm mad...
But.. people do cry at times rite??
A friend has been ignoring me for over a week le...
But, what's her prob??
are ue goin to let tis cold war take over our 4 years friendship??
can you really let tis good 4 yeary go to such a drastic end??
Its jux 1 small matter can??
There was more maters tat made me feel :
lonely, sad, rejected, lost, confused, horrified....
There was no other way to let go...
The last and only option...
Out from my pencil case it came...
A shiny piece of a penknife...
I was staring at it, wondering whad to do...
The one & only thing....
Cut. Cut. Cut.
Slash. Slash. Slash.
Bleed. Bleed. Bleed.
That's it..
The ONE & ONLY OPTION??
Maybe.
Or not...
FUCKK...
I don't give a damn anymore!!!!
I jux did it..
I Cut. I Slashed. I Bled.
All the thoughts.. Frustrations.. Hatred.. & All the Agony..
GONE.
A great weigth.. lifited off my mind...
It felt... NICE & GOOD...
I seriously nid to bang my head on the wall or something...
Whad was i thinking??
Too late.
Whad was done, cant be undone...
Whadeva.. Jus call me EMO...
I may jus be addicted to it too..
attempted suicide at 7:46 PM
Saturday, August 2, 2008
.......
This world is filled with such loneliness....
Hmmm.... Whad did i do today??
The 1st of August... 8 more days to national day...
Funny little me....
Today... Me, Lizhen, C. Audrey & Suzette
went up to the podium n started tokin crap...
hahaha... dat's jux fake la....
We started tokin abt the Area 7 Games Day...
About how we won Overall Champion n many other things...
Suzette was the 1st to tok, followed by Me, C. Audrey & Lizhen...
suzzette gave the opening, i read the longest part,
C. Audrey read the shortest part & Lizhen gave the ending...
Hahaha... i think i overcame my fear of stage fright... YaY..!!
After that, all of us went 2 take our CT's...
Chinese... u suck...
Geography... u ROCK..!!!
Blablablablabla....
when all lessons were done...
i zoomed off to the canteen to find twinny...
den training started..
Pitching tents....
Hammering Pegs...
Tying knots with lots of twine...
then doomshour came...
WOAAHH...
50 counts of Pumping sia..!!!
sadds...
But...
We MUST endure kay??
Now my wrist just hurts so badly thx to sumone...
attempted suicide at 7:22 AM
