Death...the only solution.

Monday, March 31, 2008

damn sad... i'm finally in the mood 2 post in de blog.....TaT 1 still havent replied me yet...hiaz... i feel super emo la...aniwae,, i dun like dat camp instructor le.... i'm in luv wif sumbody else... lonely is wat i'm feelin' now.... + dis other emotions: insecureness,,sadness,,anguish,, & i'm feelin' kinnda betrayed as well.... my mood 2dae is swingin' down 2 hell,, not like it used 2 be on cloud 9.... yesterday,, was our 1st month 2gather,,but i dun think he even remebered it la... idiot... stupid asshole... if dis saturday he dun cum 4 training hor,, sumthin NICE will happen 2 him.... i promise.... 100% ,, my REVENGE will be as SWEET as honey..... ue'll c... mark my words,, I WILL HAV MY REVENGE IF NEEDED!!!!!!!!!!!! What is love in de 1st place???? Am i even bein' loved by him??? wad de hell..... i'm soo damn confused n fucking irritated..... i nid help.... i'm fading away soon....

attempted suicide at 11:55 AM